hey

It's almost 2023. Been a shitty 22 so far. Hospital, no comedy, uber eats is just soul crushing work. Sometimes it's hard to even go on, hopefully things improve. I'm getting old, feel just terrible at open mics with all the 20somethings, i don't have friends anymore.

I think the hospital really did a number on me mentally but even before I felt like I was hanging by a thread. Now that thread is gone and I'm plummeting, hope I hit bottom soon. Every reason I moved to LA seems so far away now, everything is just so out of focus its hard to not throw in the towel